I’m taking my life back

After almost a year of being held hostage to my own laziness, I’m taking my life back.

I wish I could say it was a decision I made by myself but to be honest actually it’s because the thing taking all my time ended.

I’m not quite sure if it will be coming back someday, I stopped checking my Twitter… I wanted to clear my mind completely, so i have no idea of what’s going on with the fandom.

You can ask, geez, what was this thing taking all your time, Clemence? And I’ll have to put my head down and tell you a ship from a Mexican telenovela took my life unexpectedly about a year ago and then, everything went to hell.

It was no ordinary ship, actually it was and it is such a revolutionary concept that it got them worldwide recognition, a Glaad, and a spin off (of which I won’t be talking right now).

It was the best of times. It was the worst of times.

I got very obsessed and I couldn’t read, or watch anything else. Now I’ll have to thank the fact it was a telenovela (which means it was aired daily, so lots of content) but yeah, for an year I watched nearly nothing but that.

At the moment I believe I burned myself out, and I can’t even think about it. But God, do I love it.

The problem is, now I’m behind on everything else. I haven’t read all the books I would’ve, I haven’t watched the TV shows I wanted to, nor the movies…

Sure, your life can stop but the world does not.

And now everything feels weird.

I want to disconnect, to be free, to take a vacation from my busy mind, and probably now that I’m free for three whole weeks from work I”ll be at least trying to take my life back.

To be honest I wasn’t sure if I should come back, I left this blog for so long… but now that my mind is being cleared I’m starting to read again, and I’m willing to get back to my regular schedule.

I have some ideas, some stuff o may want to talk about and comment.

I don’t know if there’s anybody there, but this blog was always about just saying stuff even if nobody cares. So whether I see you there or not… I’m sort of glad to be back.

I hope it is for good.

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